I know some of you guys are pestering my to continue writing about the paranormal story I've been working out. But lately I really couldn't knock myself out of this transitional state.
A simple question for any of you guys that even have the time to bother about coming here. . .
Ever notice the little voice in your mind and the whispers of your heart?
The ones that tell you your very feelings mixed in with logic? Sometimes your feelings might be attuned to that of your logic but sometimes they are hellbent on contradicting each other. Ever get that?
Most people call it your conscience, your will. A voice which manifests from two main components of your ever functioning body, the heart, and the mind. The mind being responsible for everything logical and illogical. And the heart telling you things that are more attuned to your everyday wants and comfort.
The mind plays a part in telling us what we really need while the heart plays its part in telling us what we desire and what we long for. Needless to say, these two don't always see eye to eye.
And now.. Mine doesn't.
Conscience as it may be, I think it is just a pain in the ass. A gift and a curse from God the moment He allowed Adam and Eve to consume that bloody forbidden fruit. The gift of knowing whats right and wrong. . thats what the Great One calls it. I call it a gift of leading us all astray.
To give you guys a simple picture on how this simple tool of survival play it's destructive and mean part in our everyday lives, look into our lives yourself. We all know that there is a small good in us somewhere, and that we would try to do good and make good out of everything. But what happens when good does not earn you a single penny? Would you still do it? If you see an opportunity to succeed in life and all it takes is for you to just tell a nasty lie to someone close to you, let's say you are telling them that you do not have time to go out with them because you have an important issue in your family or whatever, would you do it? Knowing full well that they would be darn hurt in the end? Your mind now tells you that you need to do this to ensure a successful and comfortable life and even if that closed one is hurt, they will one day learn that it is a necessary sacrifice and you can even make it up to them one day. Your heart however, knows that though you can make it up to them, you can never erase the fact that you have once betrayed them, the scar would always remain. How are you to act then?
I know now I must move on, my mind tells me the sincere and irreversible logic that it is indeed pointless to hang on to something that is already gone. My friends even cemented that belief. But my heart, knowing all too well that there is still a glimpse of hope somewhere in this shattered bond, begs to not give up. Begs me to still be the so called "good" person I've become. But what if someones destiny does not lie in the good no matter how hard he tries? What good could come of it?
No one needs to read this, it's just the blabber of a confused person. But if anyone does, then thank you for wasting your time on me. And thanks for caring, for I seriously am starting to not. How can I keep my hands up high when everything around me is bearing their weight down on me? I guess time will tell.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
Angels Fall Without You Near
Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
'Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees
A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb
Comin' down the world turned overAnd angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer
You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallowed the light from the sun
Inside your room
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on to bring you home
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Memoirs of a Life
When an old man lays by the corner of the street with nothing but empty glances coming out from him, one would easily assume that the particular old man must've not succeeded or done enough to succeed in his life to be at where he is right now. And one would always conclude to try their hardest not to ever fall into that very same position which the poor old man possesses. Yet everyday, everyone everywhere try everything only to find out that it leads to nothing but failure.
Not everyone in this life are pure failures in their own respective life. How could we so easily sum up that the reason why the old man sits at the side of the streets has anything to do with what he has done at all? It could've always been many other possibilities that may have caused his current deprived state. Instead of blaming him so blindly, why not blame the people that used to be around him?
Everyday in our lives we meet more and more new people, at the same time greeting and dealing with old friends that you've already met years or a few days before this. Some of these people may very well end up becoming an influential part of your life, a part which you think would last, a part that is meant to be. These people, as influential as they are, may never be as helpful, useful and good to yourself at all.
So come to think about it again, are we at all to blame for the downfalls of our lives? What if you have already tried your best and have worked out a great plan with the people, your loved ones or any influential person at all but in the end it all just crumbles down to a pile of dust? Are we the sole ones to blame? Knowing that we have never committed anything wrong or made a single mistake in providing a proper understanding and future for ourselves and for the people around us?
I gave my all into my future, blindly I plowed my way through slavering and taxing days. I even gave my best to the ones I love making sure every single detail is perfect and nothing is left out of the equation. I made sure that the one I love slept well every night and had a great time with me, I made sure that every time I am needed I was there, and I made sure that the special someone would never walk in the wrong path at no matter the cost.
Yet. . . Sadly . . Unfortunately I guess is a way that I should put it. My planned future, my foreseeable bright daylight of a future came crashing down on me with a swift hammer bearing a reality of pain and disappointment. With it goes any flicker of hope and happiness. Destroying any confidence and ego. Destroying everything that I've ever made, planned or cared to think about.
But am I to blame? That is the question that has been bothering and that I'm sure bothers many other people too at one point in their lives. Are you or me or anyone else to be blamed for trying your best yet it is someone your trust, that you've planned with that has walked out on you? Is it because we are too blind to see that what we're doing is wrong? Is it wrong? To give your utmost best and everything you have into a relationship with anyone and also your future?
I've tried my best again and again, I never lost hope on you. Even now a foolish side of me which ignores the advice of every single friend that I've ever knew, every single painful lesson I've ever learned and every conscience I have in me, just to have hope in you. Even when I am stacked upon by the mountain of evidence that you've really become someone else that I've came to love and cherish, I still am not giving up on you. I asked myself why at times, is it because I am that much in love? Or is it because I am foolish? My friends would conclude that foolishness is now playing it's part. But what about you my beloved? What would you think for me still believing in you after you've walked out on me?
I never gave up hope, I guess a small part that lives in me right now of you still will never give up hope. So prove to me that this part of me is right, or are you to shatter that small part I have left of you too with your acts?
Is anyone to be blamed if they've given their all only to have their other half walk out? Maybe. . . . If it is then I guess I don't ever want to be a part of something great anymore. . . . Unless that person that has walked out on me proves me wrong.........
Call me an idiot. Call me dumb. Call me foolish and have no foresight into the future. But I'm just human. And with this my heart shall go into a deep slumber where only a great spark could awake it once more.
YOU know that spark. YOU have that spark. So why walk out? I never did.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Jenediah's Kismet : Chapter 8 - The Unrest -
"One needs not fear the impending doom that awaits us, one needs not run from the inevitable end of our fragile lives, one only needs to stand up and face it with courage and steadfast chivalry, for with courage brings honor and by attaining that, all else is secondary. A wise man fears not, for a man in fear does not think"
- Unknown Primarch of the Adeptus Astartes Blood Ravens Chapter -
The 8 friends has set their courses directly towards Jenediah's house, a little ways from Eugene's residence at USJ. The silence in every of the 5 cars that were driven each by Thim, Koon Teng, Eugene, Jhun Ming and Ronny was highly unusual. Mostly due to their nature of blabbering encyclopedia's worth of words in just a matter of minutes. The silence of Ronny's car, which consists of Driver Ronny and Abel, was abruptly ended by Ronny.
Ronny: Whats really happening?
Abel: I have no idea, I could only hope for the best, but hope is the first step on the road to disappointment.
Ronny: Then why hope?
Abel: You got any better ideas?
Ronny: Why don't you tell me what you're thinking regarding whats happening right now.
Abel: The Divine Pact is broken? maybe...
Ronny: Tell me, why would something like that happen?
Abel: It happens all the time.. just that it always seems to go unnoticed.
Ronny: What do you mean?
Abel: I'll tell you next time, right now we need to focus on finding Chin Huey.
With that said, the convoy of 5 cars pulled into Jenediah's neighborhood. What was installed for them was unexpected, an unearthly presence seems to have corrupted every single building around it with a taint of heresy. Buildings were tilted to an angle which were seemingly defying every law of physics, roads with garbage strewn all over the place and the stench of rotting flesh filled the air. At the end of this overwhelming sight, lies the house... or whats left of Jenediah's house. The house was gone, all thats left were rubble and a sight the bunch thought they would never in their entire lives see..... corpses, hanging on hellish contraptions with pure sadism. These corpses were hung on pillars of spike and were planted on an organized formation, one on each side of the house's pathway with an interval of 3 meters before another dangling corpse was seen planted. This stretched on for 12 meters, at the end of this ghastly walk, the group of 8 friends were then confronted with the cause of the neighborhood's fall from grace and corruption. Standing 8 feet tall,12 feet across, was a hellish gate which seems to have been erected recently. This... is a gateway.
Jhun Ming: Er.. Erm... I didn't check the backyard, now I know I should've known better.
Thim: The house was still intact when you came right?
Jhun Ming: Not only was the house still intact, the whole freaking neighborhood still looks... normal.
Abel: This.... portal, I'm sure you guys have a clue as to where it leads. The corruption of what lies beyond is now seeping through to our world, and therefore recreating this neighborhood into an exact replica of how the other side looks like.
Eugene: .... Is...... Erm....
Reuben: What was that you were saying Eugene?
Eugene: *mumbles*
Ronny: Erm... Er... Eu-Eugene? You wanted to say?
Eugene: Hell... Is that .. Hell?
Abel: No that's not Hell, not directly at least. But a portal which leads to a mid-dimension between Hell and Earth.
Eugene: And what is... is that realm called? The middle dimension place... thing.. you were saying.
Abel: Well call it whatever you want, some call it The Nether, The Oblivion, some call it The Place Where No Angels Walk, some calls it The Realm of Chaos, The Immaterium, I just call it The Unrest.
Eugene: Why did you call it that?
Abel: Well, you'll soon find out.
Everyone: *stones*
Thim: You are actually telling us to step in there? Dude, the vortex of any gateways, big or small will tear us to shreads if we were to go in unprotected.
Abel: I know, thats why I am asking you guys now to get into your cars, and we'll drive in. The hull of your cars will be enough to protect us through the interdimension travel.
Jhun Ming: I don't wanna sound stupid at a serious time like this now, but it seems so like freelancer now... oh well...
Iverson: Hey guys!! WAIT UP!!! SUP' SUP' KARIPAP Su-.. Whoa... WTF??!?! What is that thing wei?
Thim: No time to explain, are you with us or against us?
Iverson: Well I'm with you guys but what the hell is tha-
Reuben: Guys, something seems to be coming out of the gateway..
Abel: Everyone!! RUN!!!!
-To Be Continued-
- Unknown Primarch of the Adeptus Astartes Blood Ravens Chapter -
The 8 friends has set their courses directly towards Jenediah's house, a little ways from Eugene's residence at USJ. The silence in every of the 5 cars that were driven each by Thim, Koon Teng, Eugene, Jhun Ming and Ronny was highly unusual. Mostly due to their nature of blabbering encyclopedia's worth of words in just a matter of minutes. The silence of Ronny's car, which consists of Driver Ronny and Abel, was abruptly ended by Ronny.
Ronny: Whats really happening?
Abel: I have no idea, I could only hope for the best, but hope is the first step on the road to disappointment.
Ronny: Then why hope?
Abel: You got any better ideas?
Ronny: Why don't you tell me what you're thinking regarding whats happening right now.
Abel: The Divine Pact is broken? maybe...
Ronny: Tell me, why would something like that happen?
Abel: It happens all the time.. just that it always seems to go unnoticed.
Ronny: What do you mean?
Abel: I'll tell you next time, right now we need to focus on finding Chin Huey.
With that said, the convoy of 5 cars pulled into Jenediah's neighborhood. What was installed for them was unexpected, an unearthly presence seems to have corrupted every single building around it with a taint of heresy. Buildings were tilted to an angle which were seemingly defying every law of physics, roads with garbage strewn all over the place and the stench of rotting flesh filled the air. At the end of this overwhelming sight, lies the house... or whats left of Jenediah's house. The house was gone, all thats left were rubble and a sight the bunch thought they would never in their entire lives see..... corpses, hanging on hellish contraptions with pure sadism. These corpses were hung on pillars of spike and were planted on an organized formation, one on each side of the house's pathway with an interval of 3 meters before another dangling corpse was seen planted. This stretched on for 12 meters, at the end of this ghastly walk, the group of 8 friends were then confronted with the cause of the neighborhood's fall from grace and corruption. Standing 8 feet tall,12 feet across, was a hellish gate which seems to have been erected recently. This... is a gateway.
Jhun Ming: Er.. Erm... I didn't check the backyard, now I know I should've known better.
Thim: The house was still intact when you came right?
Jhun Ming: Not only was the house still intact, the whole freaking neighborhood still looks... normal.
Abel: This.... portal, I'm sure you guys have a clue as to where it leads. The corruption of what lies beyond is now seeping through to our world, and therefore recreating this neighborhood into an exact replica of how the other side looks like.
Eugene: .... Is...... Erm....
Reuben: What was that you were saying Eugene?
Eugene: *mumbles*
Ronny: Erm... Er... Eu-Eugene? You wanted to say?
Eugene: Hell... Is that .. Hell?
Abel: No that's not Hell, not directly at least. But a portal which leads to a mid-dimension between Hell and Earth.
Eugene: And what is... is that realm called? The middle dimension place... thing.. you were saying.
Abel: Well call it whatever you want, some call it The Nether, The Oblivion, some call it The Place Where No Angels Walk, some calls it The Realm of Chaos, The Immaterium, I just call it The Unrest.
Eugene: Why did you call it that?
Abel: Well, you'll soon find out.
Everyone: *stones*
Thim: You are actually telling us to step in there? Dude, the vortex of any gateways, big or small will tear us to shreads if we were to go in unprotected.
Abel: I know, thats why I am asking you guys now to get into your cars, and we'll drive in. The hull of your cars will be enough to protect us through the interdimension travel.
Jhun Ming: I don't wanna sound stupid at a serious time like this now, but it seems so like freelancer now... oh well...
Iverson: Hey guys!! WAIT UP!!! SUP' SUP' KARIPAP Su-.. Whoa... WTF??!?! What is that thing wei?
Thim: No time to explain, are you with us or against us?
Iverson: Well I'm with you guys but what the hell is tha-
Reuben: Guys, something seems to be coming out of the gateway..
Abel: Everyone!! RUN!!!!
-To Be Continued-
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Jenediah's Kismet : Chapter 7 - Evaluation -
In the aftermath of the event which took place in Eugene's residence, the 6 friends regrouped and tried to find an explanation towards all that has happened the past night. Knowing that the eternal pact of Heaven and Hell which states that the control of the human race would be dependent solely upon the sheer power of influence is now broken, Thim tried his best to calm everyone down and fill everyone in on the war of whispers which was unbeknown to most of them and his discreet role towards it all. Eugene however, lashed out at Thim with exasperating anger.
Eugene: YOU KNEW IT ALL ALONG AND YOU DECIDED TO NOT TELL US AT ALL?!?!
Thim: Eugene, please calm down. How was I to tell all of you? That I am a banisher of the Lord?
Eugene: You could have at least warned us of the upcoming attacks from these monsters!
Thim: Oh and I am certain that you would take it seriously and not go out the next day?
Abel: Relax Gene. Thim is right, you would probably just've answered him in a few words saying, "What cock you talking?"
Eugene: AT LEAST GET KOON TENG TO TELL ME LA, YOU KNOW I'D LISTEN TO HIM! I TRUSTED YOU GUYS AND YOU GUYS KEEP ME OUT OF IT?!
Ronny: You talk cock to us all the time too, why are you so upset over this? Hell I knew I wouldn't have believe nuts till I seen it in front of my very eyes and now I have. Chill la, you're just pissed at the fact that you're the one being hounded all the time.
Koon Teng: I didn't even know about these things till the recent months balls, and I took up knowledge on how to destroy these .... 'things' from Thim. Instead of throwing the blame on other people just relax and lets try to find a way to keep those 'things' at bay.
Eugene: ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With that said, Eugene scuffled out of the living room unto the porch with Abel and Reuben trailing him. A lot has happened during the past night and now. Enough to send the most routine and mentally trained men into a traumatic state of disbelief. The eerie scene of Eugene's house was added by the lonely streets that was usually packed with morning commuters hassling away to work. Abel and Reuben knows that it is best to leave Eugene be while he was in deep in thought so he could work and bring himself together. Suddenly he snapped and shouted.
Eugene: WAIT! WHERE IS CHIN HUEI?!?!?!
Thim: What?
Eugene: You heard me.... Ronny and I went to his place last night and all we found was the same apparition thingy you banished awhile ago.
Ronny: You mean the more bad-ass fierce and tall unshaved version of you?
Eugene: Shut up Ronny! Where is Chin Huei?!
Jhun Ming: THIM! CHIN HUEI IS IN TROUBLE!
Thim, yet again . . . was cut short by his childhood friend who has just swerved his car into Eugene's driveway, almost knocking everyone's car situated nearby just before entering. Jhun Ming was a tall guy with a long face and has a fringe that was equally long. A thin chap that has both the humorous and serious side in him, which instantly makes him click with the rest of us the moment he was first introduced by Thim many months ago. Jhun Ming has a somewhat natural pale complexion which most people would come up with a conclusion as their first impression that he is a drug addict. Many of the friends that was grouped up at Eugene's house has painted a rough sketch of whats to come of this dreadful day by just looking at how Jhun Ming's facial expression and more pale complexion was.
Jhun Ming: That bastard Jenediah has taken him.
Thim: Where? How would you know?
Jhun Ming: Chin Huei texted me last night around 5 in the evening last night, asking me to find him for he was uncertain why Jenediah suddenly called him.
Thim: Wasn't Chin Huei still in bad terms with Jenediah after they both got drunk and fought over who was the real God?
Abel: They fought over something as silly as that? That's so cliche man, Jenediah must've sounded like a drunken preacher while Chin Huei a drunk fella with nothing in his mind but wanting to win.
Jhun Ming: Thats why Chin Huei found it weird that Jenediah would suddenly call him up to chill over at his place again. Jenediah said to Chin Huei that he fought with his girlfriend and needed a companion to talk about stuff, why Chin Huei of all people?
Thim: Hmm this sounds weird, Abel you got any clue why Jenediah did this?
Abel: Why me?
Thim: Cause you have the most in common with that guy, you and him both quit church. I know this may sound awkward but I think he has a part to play in these recent events, you do know I disliked that guy and I would never tell you the reason why right?
Abel: Yeah, so would you finally tell me why now?
Thim: Well you are one of the only fellas in this group that knew I was once in a cult right?
Abel: Yearp, and you told me to shut me mouth and that if I were to break it out to anyone at all, a 6 generation curse of my descendants being gay would come upon me.
Thim: Well the curse was just cock, but me being in a cult once was true. When you're in a cult you tend to learn the ways of Hell, regardless of what cult you're in. And through the rigorous training of trying to conjure up .. 'stuff' from the void will definitely leave you a trace in any sort on earth. Be it a foul stench, growing fangs, gaining a third eye or even, getting a darker skin complexion.
After Thim said this, most of the group couldn't help but burst out into laughter. But the laughter soon died out when they noticed that Abel and Thim was still engaged in a serious conversation.
Abel: So I guess I would be stating the obvious that the reason why you have a natural dark complexion was due to the rigorous training of casting dark spells tainting your skin?
Thim: Exactly, now being inside the cult you would learn also the ways of how to identify whether or not another person is inside a cult. It's just a way to establish friendship with the people of your own kind in a world that is filled with commoners and holy exorcists.
Abel: I see, and I believe you sensed something when you met Jenediah?
Thim: He has a third eye, and thats why I am uncertain whether or not he was dangerous. But it seems that what I fear about him is true, something has happened to Chin Huei and we must find him in order to prove Jenediah's innocence.
Reuben: Well, an obvious start would be to search Jenediah's house. That would be the last known place.
Jhun Ming: It's no use, I've searched high and low but found nothing but rubble and wreckage in that house.
Thim: A wise-man would look over the same stone twice don't you think?
Ronny: But a wise-man in this modern era would never waste his time looking it over twice. . .
Everyone: . . . . . . .
Reuben: No harm trying again right? Time is of the essence, if we are to decide to search quick then better we search at Jenediah's house again. Jhun Ming searched without considering the work of devils or whatsoever in his mind, maybe if we go now Thim or KT or Abel or even me could pick something up? The more the better right?
Ronny: True, it is decided then. Who is following me?
Abel: ME! Eugene is angry so he will surely drive damn fast, Thim's Wira's bumper is loose so if we were to get into an accident I sure will die. Jhun's Iswara reminds me of my lousy Saga, and Reuben isn't driving.
Everyone: . . . . . .
Abel: LETS GO!
KT: Wow, Abel forgotten I have a car balls.
Abel: Your car not as stylish as Ronny's car ma :P
Jhun Ming: *sings meat-spin song*
Thim: *sighs*
Eugene: Now I really miss that small gay fella.
-to be continued-
Eugene: YOU KNEW IT ALL ALONG AND YOU DECIDED TO NOT TELL US AT ALL?!?!
Thim: Eugene, please calm down. How was I to tell all of you? That I am a banisher of the Lord?
Eugene: You could have at least warned us of the upcoming attacks from these monsters!
Thim: Oh and I am certain that you would take it seriously and not go out the next day?
Abel: Relax Gene. Thim is right, you would probably just've answered him in a few words saying, "What cock you talking?"
Eugene: AT LEAST GET KOON TENG TO TELL ME LA, YOU KNOW I'D LISTEN TO HIM! I TRUSTED YOU GUYS AND YOU GUYS KEEP ME OUT OF IT?!
Ronny: You talk cock to us all the time too, why are you so upset over this? Hell I knew I wouldn't have believe nuts till I seen it in front of my very eyes and now I have. Chill la, you're just pissed at the fact that you're the one being hounded all the time.
Koon Teng: I didn't even know about these things till the recent months balls, and I took up knowledge on how to destroy these .... 'things' from Thim. Instead of throwing the blame on other people just relax and lets try to find a way to keep those 'things' at bay.
Eugene: ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With that said, Eugene scuffled out of the living room unto the porch with Abel and Reuben trailing him. A lot has happened during the past night and now. Enough to send the most routine and mentally trained men into a traumatic state of disbelief. The eerie scene of Eugene's house was added by the lonely streets that was usually packed with morning commuters hassling away to work. Abel and Reuben knows that it is best to leave Eugene be while he was in deep in thought so he could work and bring himself together. Suddenly he snapped and shouted.
Eugene: WAIT! WHERE IS CHIN HUEI?!?!?!
Thim: What?
Eugene: You heard me.... Ronny and I went to his place last night and all we found was the same apparition thingy you banished awhile ago.
Ronny: You mean the more bad-ass fierce and tall unshaved version of you?
Eugene: Shut up Ronny! Where is Chin Huei?!
Jhun Ming: THIM! CHIN HUEI IS IN TROUBLE!
Thim, yet again . . . was cut short by his childhood friend who has just swerved his car into Eugene's driveway, almost knocking everyone's car situated nearby just before entering. Jhun Ming was a tall guy with a long face and has a fringe that was equally long. A thin chap that has both the humorous and serious side in him, which instantly makes him click with the rest of us the moment he was first introduced by Thim many months ago. Jhun Ming has a somewhat natural pale complexion which most people would come up with a conclusion as their first impression that he is a drug addict. Many of the friends that was grouped up at Eugene's house has painted a rough sketch of whats to come of this dreadful day by just looking at how Jhun Ming's facial expression and more pale complexion was.
Jhun Ming: That bastard Jenediah has taken him.
Thim: Where? How would you know?
Jhun Ming: Chin Huei texted me last night around 5 in the evening last night, asking me to find him for he was uncertain why Jenediah suddenly called him.
Thim: Wasn't Chin Huei still in bad terms with Jenediah after they both got drunk and fought over who was the real God?
Abel: They fought over something as silly as that? That's so cliche man, Jenediah must've sounded like a drunken preacher while Chin Huei a drunk fella with nothing in his mind but wanting to win.
Jhun Ming: Thats why Chin Huei found it weird that Jenediah would suddenly call him up to chill over at his place again. Jenediah said to Chin Huei that he fought with his girlfriend and needed a companion to talk about stuff, why Chin Huei of all people?
Thim: Hmm this sounds weird, Abel you got any clue why Jenediah did this?
Abel: Why me?
Thim: Cause you have the most in common with that guy, you and him both quit church. I know this may sound awkward but I think he has a part to play in these recent events, you do know I disliked that guy and I would never tell you the reason why right?
Abel: Yeah, so would you finally tell me why now?
Thim: Well you are one of the only fellas in this group that knew I was once in a cult right?
Abel: Yearp, and you told me to shut me mouth and that if I were to break it out to anyone at all, a 6 generation curse of my descendants being gay would come upon me.
Thim: Well the curse was just cock, but me being in a cult once was true. When you're in a cult you tend to learn the ways of Hell, regardless of what cult you're in. And through the rigorous training of trying to conjure up .. 'stuff' from the void will definitely leave you a trace in any sort on earth. Be it a foul stench, growing fangs, gaining a third eye or even, getting a darker skin complexion.
After Thim said this, most of the group couldn't help but burst out into laughter. But the laughter soon died out when they noticed that Abel and Thim was still engaged in a serious conversation.
Abel: So I guess I would be stating the obvious that the reason why you have a natural dark complexion was due to the rigorous training of casting dark spells tainting your skin?
Thim: Exactly, now being inside the cult you would learn also the ways of how to identify whether or not another person is inside a cult. It's just a way to establish friendship with the people of your own kind in a world that is filled with commoners and holy exorcists.
Abel: I see, and I believe you sensed something when you met Jenediah?
Thim: He has a third eye, and thats why I am uncertain whether or not he was dangerous. But it seems that what I fear about him is true, something has happened to Chin Huei and we must find him in order to prove Jenediah's innocence.
Reuben: Well, an obvious start would be to search Jenediah's house. That would be the last known place.
Jhun Ming: It's no use, I've searched high and low but found nothing but rubble and wreckage in that house.
Thim: A wise-man would look over the same stone twice don't you think?
Ronny: But a wise-man in this modern era would never waste his time looking it over twice. . .
Everyone: . . . . . . .
Reuben: No harm trying again right? Time is of the essence, if we are to decide to search quick then better we search at Jenediah's house again. Jhun Ming searched without considering the work of devils or whatsoever in his mind, maybe if we go now Thim or KT or Abel or even me could pick something up? The more the better right?
Ronny: True, it is decided then. Who is following me?
Abel: ME! Eugene is angry so he will surely drive damn fast, Thim's Wira's bumper is loose so if we were to get into an accident I sure will die. Jhun's Iswara reminds me of my lousy Saga, and Reuben isn't driving.
Everyone: . . . . . .
Abel: LETS GO!
KT: Wow, Abel forgotten I have a car balls.
Abel: Your car not as stylish as Ronny's car ma :P
Jhun Ming: *sings meat-spin song*
Thim: *sighs*
Eugene: Now I really miss that small gay fella.
-to be continued-
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Jenediah's Kismet : Chapter 6 - The Last Sabbath of United Heaven -
After having answered the call of nature coupled with a freshly lit cigarette in his hand, KT continued his story of how Lucifer rallied his most loyal of advocates to his side in protest towards God for not allowing humans to be granted the gift of knowing whats right and wrong.
KT: Okay, where was I?
Ronny: . . . . . . you were at the part where you retrospected about how God hatched up a devious plan to end the unrest invoked by Lucifer in Heaven.
KT: Ahh yes, must explain meh? I'm feeling a teeny bit lazy. Not a lot, just a teeny bit lazy.
Ronny: You made me sit here for so long, and now you don't wanna end it? You're already half way through weih!
KT: It's not like you have a choice whether you wanna sit here or not, you wanna risk being hounded by one of those enigma beings again? Go on ahead if you dare, nyahahahahahahahahha
Ronny: Please, enough. Tell me the latter part of the story.
KT: Alright alright, chill la. *chuckles in amusement* Anyway, God just said to them in a real simple manner. Short and simple and clear, He told Lucifer that Lucifer was to end the uprising immediately for God was the one and only person with the authority and creator of all creations. So His judgment or decision is the verdict and and has the last say towards everything. It's sorta like dictatorship up there in Heaven.
Ronny: So what did Lucifer do?
KT: I told you, one who is deprived will fight to the very ends of his very soul to end that depravation.
Ronny: But it wasn't Lucifer that was deprived but the humans, right?
KT: Exactly, but Lucifer is speaking for the humans. Believe it or not, he is the forefather for our ruling system now. That is if you wanna go back to the days of heaven, before any man or country was created. If thats your case then you would have to look at Lucifer as the main creator of democracy.
Ronny: So what we're living through now and the government is practicing heresy?
KT: Not exactly, Lucifer is just speaking about the freedom of the people to know and be able to choose between whats right and whats wrong. Lucifer is forever condemned as evil cause he is now the devil, but if you look at things in a more in-depth kind of view, before he became who he is now, he was a very rightful and just man. Sort of like God.
Ronny: Okay okay enough, I'm confused already. Just tell me what happened after Lucifer denied to stop the uprising he invoked.
KT: Simple, God sent him down to hell to start his own world. And those who are loyal to him shall do whatever that is fit for themselves.
Ronny: Then why did Lucifer turned to the outrageous and zealous murdering tyrant he is now?
KT: That is also very simple to explain and realize. He wanted to go against whatever God has constructed and every single morals that God upholds.
Ronny: WHA????
KT: . . . . .. okay. Lucifer wanted to be the opposite of God. Like if God is Sentinels, then Lucifer shall gladly take the position of being the Scourge. Understand?
Ronny: Oh say la, so what about Valhalla Knights? Monster Hunters? Who is who?
KT: . . . . . . . . . . . I am speechless.
As though the conversation and petty talks were to go on forever. Eugene who was still sound asleep in the sofa of his house suddenly woke up screaming and gasping for help and of course, air. KT and Ronny rushed in to find Eugene yet again being strangled by an enigma of himself. KT straightaway picked up his cross-gun awaiting for a clear shot when he noticed that by firing, hurting Eugene would be inevitable. Ronny stood in absolute horror, but as though someone gave a big kick into his behind which triggered the switch of his thinking system, he scuffled frantically to grab one of the idol statues of the Buddhist religion at the altar of Eugene's house to try and subdue the enigma.
KT: You can't hurt those damn things with that statue!!! Their of a different religion!! They don't know those gods!
Ronny: How am I suppose to know?! You're just standing there!!! Do something!!!
Eugene:I...I..... wou-....would apppp... appreciate it if you guys help me instead of just standing there and argue amongst yourselves!!!
Ronny: Don't you have a bible at home?!
Eugene: You.... you... stupid ar-k?! I keep bible for what?!?!
KT jumped on the enigma to try and break Eugene free from it's grip-lock but whatever earthly strength he implies to break the enigma's grip free of Eugene was futile. When Eugene was about to go into an unconscious lapse, someone pushed KT away from the enigma smacked it hard with a book of some sort and the enigma's grip was free of Eugene. After regaining his steps, KT noticed that it was Reuben and in his hands were....
KT: A Bible?
Reuben: I'll tell you later. Say something to banish it!
KT: I don't read the bible, the hell am I suppose to know?!
Ronny: Then how were you able to talk so much cock about heaven and hell just now?!
KT: THIM ZING TOLD ME SO!!!!!
As though the word and works of the devil wasn't passed around enough. But at that moment Thim Zing appeared with a great white light which then change into a great void of darkness which seems to be sucking every corners of light around him into his hands. The enigma was sucked in with relative ease and the void disappeared soon after.
KT: Speak of the devil....
Thim Zing: Amen.....
Eugene: WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!!! WHOSE MOTHER DID I PIST OFF?!?!?!? WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HOUNDED?!?!
Ronny: Face problem.........
-To be continued-
KT: Okay, where was I?
Ronny: . . . . . . you were at the part where you retrospected about how God hatched up a devious plan to end the unrest invoked by Lucifer in Heaven.
KT: Ahh yes, must explain meh? I'm feeling a teeny bit lazy. Not a lot, just a teeny bit lazy.
Ronny: You made me sit here for so long, and now you don't wanna end it? You're already half way through weih!
KT: It's not like you have a choice whether you wanna sit here or not, you wanna risk being hounded by one of those enigma beings again? Go on ahead if you dare, nyahahahahahahahahha
Ronny: Please, enough. Tell me the latter part of the story.
KT: Alright alright, chill la. *chuckles in amusement* Anyway, God just said to them in a real simple manner. Short and simple and clear, He told Lucifer that Lucifer was to end the uprising immediately for God was the one and only person with the authority and creator of all creations. So His judgment or decision is the verdict and and has the last say towards everything. It's sorta like dictatorship up there in Heaven.
Ronny: So what did Lucifer do?
KT: I told you, one who is deprived will fight to the very ends of his very soul to end that depravation.
Ronny: But it wasn't Lucifer that was deprived but the humans, right?
KT: Exactly, but Lucifer is speaking for the humans. Believe it or not, he is the forefather for our ruling system now. That is if you wanna go back to the days of heaven, before any man or country was created. If thats your case then you would have to look at Lucifer as the main creator of democracy.
Ronny: So what we're living through now and the government is practicing heresy?
KT: Not exactly, Lucifer is just speaking about the freedom of the people to know and be able to choose between whats right and whats wrong. Lucifer is forever condemned as evil cause he is now the devil, but if you look at things in a more in-depth kind of view, before he became who he is now, he was a very rightful and just man. Sort of like God.
Ronny: Okay okay enough, I'm confused already. Just tell me what happened after Lucifer denied to stop the uprising he invoked.
KT: Simple, God sent him down to hell to start his own world. And those who are loyal to him shall do whatever that is fit for themselves.
Ronny: Then why did Lucifer turned to the outrageous and zealous murdering tyrant he is now?
KT: That is also very simple to explain and realize. He wanted to go against whatever God has constructed and every single morals that God upholds.
Ronny: WHA????
KT: . . . . .. okay. Lucifer wanted to be the opposite of God. Like if God is Sentinels, then Lucifer shall gladly take the position of being the Scourge. Understand?
Ronny: Oh say la, so what about Valhalla Knights? Monster Hunters? Who is who?
KT: . . . . . . . . . . . I am speechless.
As though the conversation and petty talks were to go on forever. Eugene who was still sound asleep in the sofa of his house suddenly woke up screaming and gasping for help and of course, air. KT and Ronny rushed in to find Eugene yet again being strangled by an enigma of himself. KT straightaway picked up his cross-gun awaiting for a clear shot when he noticed that by firing, hurting Eugene would be inevitable. Ronny stood in absolute horror, but as though someone gave a big kick into his behind which triggered the switch of his thinking system, he scuffled frantically to grab one of the idol statues of the Buddhist religion at the altar of Eugene's house to try and subdue the enigma.
KT: You can't hurt those damn things with that statue!!! Their of a different religion!! They don't know those gods!
Ronny: How am I suppose to know?! You're just standing there!!! Do something!!!
Eugene:I...I..... wou-....would apppp... appreciate it if you guys help me instead of just standing there and argue amongst yourselves!!!
Ronny: Don't you have a bible at home?!
Eugene: You.... you... stupid ar-k?! I keep bible for what?!?!
KT jumped on the enigma to try and break Eugene free from it's grip-lock but whatever earthly strength he implies to break the enigma's grip free of Eugene was futile. When Eugene was about to go into an unconscious lapse, someone pushed KT away from the enigma smacked it hard with a book of some sort and the enigma's grip was free of Eugene. After regaining his steps, KT noticed that it was Reuben and in his hands were....
KT: A Bible?
Reuben: I'll tell you later. Say something to banish it!
KT: I don't read the bible, the hell am I suppose to know?!
Ronny: Then how were you able to talk so much cock about heaven and hell just now?!
KT: THIM ZING TOLD ME SO!!!!!
As though the word and works of the devil wasn't passed around enough. But at that moment Thim Zing appeared with a great white light which then change into a great void of darkness which seems to be sucking every corners of light around him into his hands. The enigma was sucked in with relative ease and the void disappeared soon after.
KT: Speak of the devil....
Thim Zing: Amen.....
Eugene: WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!!! WHOSE MOTHER DID I PIST OFF?!?!?!? WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HOUNDED?!?!
Ronny: Face problem.........
-To be continued-
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Jenediah's Kismet : Chapter 5 - Creation -
Back at Yin Shi's pleace, the room where she resides was filled with an eye stinging stench of sulfur. Thim's eyes bulged the moment he entered the room, in front of him stood Abel with a grim look in his face. Pacing slowly towards Yin's bed, Abel stared down onto the motionless body of Yin, mangled and sprawled on the floor. There was still hope however, for Yin's mangled body, regardless of whatever torture she was subjected to was still intact and in a whole. Her body was filled with scratch-marks and tainted with blood, Thim tried his best at this point to say something to soothe the sight that he and Abel were going through, but he knows no words could even put the most benign emotions of Abel to rest.
Abel: . . . . B.. Babe?
Abel tugged Yin gently laying at the corner of the room, to his utmost relief he could feel her still breathing and sense a weak pulse by checking her wrist. Whilst busy pouring his all into the efforts of resuscitating his girlfriend, Thim scanned for clues of what might have taken place in Yin's room. It is then when Thim spotted a conspicuous sign of heresy that stood out in that room.
Thim: Abel . . . I think you should see this. . .
. . . . . . .
Thim: Abel . . . Please, just one mo-
Abel: WHAT?!?! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M BU- . . .
Abel's words were cut short after spotting a sign in which he hasn't seen since the days of his Church ethics. He turned against the teachings due to his own personal reasons, but it is with that sign in which trigerred every memory and dictum thought by Abel's Reverend to pour into him in the speed of light.
Abel: The horned star. . . Which blasted mind of a person could be......... wait.... this isn't human..
Thim: And what makes you think so?
Abel: Sulfur . . . . You don't see any gunshots fired upon in this room do you? Did you see any slightest trace of gunpowder left in this room?
Thim: Your point?
Abel: Don't interrogate me Thim, you know clearly what other thing bears the smell of sulfur other than gunpowder, and it is NOT an object.
Thim: I deal with Enigmas, but I'm sure they don't smell like sulfur.
Abel: Imps . . they were here.
Thim: . . . . The pact is-
Thim's words were always cut short by everyone, I guess it is in his nature for being very courteous and honorable towards everyone else. But this time it isn't Abel that snapped the words out of his tongue, but rather the budging of the cabinet next to where Yin was laid unconscious. Yin was awake.
Abel: Babe..... you alright?? Hush now, don't say a thing, we'll get you out of here.
Yin: It hurts... it..
Abel: I know, hang in there. Thim, you don't mind driving her to the hospital?
Thim: Even if it was someone I hate that was dying I would still drive that person there, what more when it comes to you and someone important to you, get her up.. let's go. . we'll talk about who might be the culprit behind all these defiled works.
With that said, Abel picked up his girlfriend with all his might and quickly waltz towards the doorway and into the car. Dawn was breaking, the sounds of birds chirping indicates the light of a new day now arising. It is then when Abel thought of the whereabouts of every one of his buddies. He said a small prayer asking for guidance and safety from the heavens on all of his beloved and cared people. That was the first time he prayed in 3 years.
To be continued.
Abel: . . . . B.. Babe?
Abel tugged Yin gently laying at the corner of the room, to his utmost relief he could feel her still breathing and sense a weak pulse by checking her wrist. Whilst busy pouring his all into the efforts of resuscitating his girlfriend, Thim scanned for clues of what might have taken place in Yin's room. It is then when Thim spotted a conspicuous sign of heresy that stood out in that room.
Thim: Abel . . . I think you should see this. . .
. . . . . . .
Thim: Abel . . . Please, just one mo-
Abel: WHAT?!?! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M BU- . . .
Abel's words were cut short after spotting a sign in which he hasn't seen since the days of his Church ethics. He turned against the teachings due to his own personal reasons, but it is with that sign in which trigerred every memory and dictum thought by Abel's Reverend to pour into him in the speed of light.
Abel: The horned star. . . Which blasted mind of a person could be......... wait.... this isn't human..
Thim: And what makes you think so?
Abel: Sulfur . . . . You don't see any gunshots fired upon in this room do you? Did you see any slightest trace of gunpowder left in this room?
Thim: Your point?
Abel: Don't interrogate me Thim, you know clearly what other thing bears the smell of sulfur other than gunpowder, and it is NOT an object.
Thim: I deal with Enigmas, but I'm sure they don't smell like sulfur.
Abel: Imps . . they were here.
Thim: . . . . The pact is-
Thim's words were always cut short by everyone, I guess it is in his nature for being very courteous and honorable towards everyone else. But this time it isn't Abel that snapped the words out of his tongue, but rather the budging of the cabinet next to where Yin was laid unconscious. Yin was awake.
Abel: Babe..... you alright?? Hush now, don't say a thing, we'll get you out of here.
Yin: It hurts... it..
Abel: I know, hang in there. Thim, you don't mind driving her to the hospital?
Thim: Even if it was someone I hate that was dying I would still drive that person there, what more when it comes to you and someone important to you, get her up.. let's go. . we'll talk about who might be the culprit behind all these defiled works.
With that said, Abel picked up his girlfriend with all his might and quickly waltz towards the doorway and into the car. Dawn was breaking, the sounds of birds chirping indicates the light of a new day now arising. It is then when Abel thought of the whereabouts of every one of his buddies. He said a small prayer asking for guidance and safety from the heavens on all of his beloved and cared people. That was the first time he prayed in 3 years.
To be continued.
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